My Dream

Kadang sendirinya masih suka bingung kalo ditanya cita citanya mau jadi apa. Tapi kalo gambaran nanti masa depannya mau seperti apa, itu pasti udah punya banget.

I want to live in Bali, in a secluded place, all by myself, and have peace. Not getting married, just paint, dance, paint, dance, and paint again. And maybe a little bit of fangirl.

Kenapa? It's not that I want to ngerepotin orang tua atau gak sayang sama orang tua. It's just that, I want to live in peace. Udah muak sama dunia yang semakin gak jelas ini, dan orang orangnya pun semakin muna. Saya sudah tidak tahan lagi dengan kehidupan yang membuat saya sedih.

Jadi anda mau jadi pelukis dan penari bali saja? Kuliah gak?
Well, rencana untuk kuliah pasti ada. Barulah setelah itu bisa merantau.

Tapi kalo ditanya guru, cita cita nya apa, ya yang hanya saya bisa jawab adalah "menjadi orang yang semakin bahagia di dunia dan akhirat"

Hahahahahaha

I'm Sorry

I am so sorry for my mistakes
I don't even know that it would turn out this way

I feel really really bad after i thought about it again

But there's one thing that you need to know

I am not here to give up
Because i love you when i can't even say that straight to you but i am trying to do it

Love you.

-K-

Your Scent.

a bit of the english lyrics of Your Scent by Gary & Jung In. and.... this is so me right now.

"I like you so much because of your human scent
I’m even more attracted to your clumsy appearance
If I hesitate, I might lose you
So I’m going crazy

Just like the sky looking like the sky
Just like the wind feeling like the wind
Just the way you are
Not made up in any way
I’m falling for that beauty"

I really want to hold your hands so badly right now.
I miss your scent.
I miss how your eyes are looking straight at mine.
I miss the way you smile.

I'm craving for that scent of you.

-K-